Tag: personal

7 Songs That I’m Going to Play on My Wedding Day

I’m a hopeless romantic.

No matter how much I claim myself as a strong and independent woman who doesn’t need any man in my life, I still have a small dream about marrying the love of my life at some point in my life. I’m a bit surprised how I’m still single when I’m almost 30 when really I thought I’d be married by 11-12-13.

11th of December 2013, 5 years have passed and I’m still here. Single as fuck. RIP Expectation.

You know what’s the sad part about not throwing my own wedding party? Not having my wedding songs played.

Continue reading “7 Songs That I’m Going to Play on My Wedding Day”

My Hope for 2019

It’s only a few days to 2019, can you freaking believe it?

It feels like it was yesterday that I graduated from college in 2011. And it’s been pudding 8 years ever since. And no, you didn’t read it wrong. I’ve changed f*cking to pudding for decoration. 😛

You’ve probably read my post on some things that I’ve learned in 2018 already. Well, normally I’d post some kind of resolution that I would never accomplish later at the end of the year. But I think not this time.

I think I’ll speak broadly about what I hope for next year, because honestly… As I’m turning 30 next year, I think I’m old enough to eventually understand that resolution is somewhat just an illusion. At least most times of my life when I had one. #failed

Continue reading “My Hope for 2019”

Some Life Lesson That I’ve Learned in 2018

Time flies so fast that the next thing I know, it’s already December!

I started my 2018 with grief as Disco, my 12-year-old cat, had to go back and forth to the vet due to tuberculosis. He didn’t make it to my 29th birthday as he died on the 24th of January this year.

This year has been up and down, that’s for sure. The first few months in this year was quite challenging for me, with me quitting my office job last year with no sign of constant income whatever. Externally, with me getting older, my peers would expect me to have the life as everyone else: create my own family.

Continue reading “Some Life Lesson That I’ve Learned in 2018”