Category: beau

7 Songs That I’m Going to Play on My Wedding Day

I’m a hopeless romantic.

No matter how much I claim myself as a strong and independent woman who doesn’t need any man in my life, I still have a small dream about marrying the love of my life at some point in my life. I’m a bit surprised how I’m still single when I’m almost 30 when really I thought I’d be married by 11-12-13.

11th of December 2013, 5 years have passed and I’m still here. Single as fuck. RIP Expectation.

You know what’s the sad part about not throwing my own wedding party? Not having my wedding songs played.

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My Hope for 2019

It’s only a few days to 2019, can you freaking believe it?

It feels like it was yesterday that I graduated from college in 2011. And it’s been pudding 8 years ever since. And no, you didn’t read it wrong. I’ve changed f*cking to pudding for decoration. 😛

You’ve probably read my post on some things that I’ve learned in 2018 already. Well, normally I’d post some kind of resolution that I would never accomplish later at the end of the year. But I think not this time.

I think I’ll speak broadly about what I hope for next year, because honestly… As I’m turning 30 next year, I think I’m old enough to eventually understand that resolution is somewhat just an illusion. At least most times of my life when I had one. #failed

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5 Deal Breakers When We Talk (Despite The Fact That We’re Not Exactly In A Relationship)

So, after a few months thinking that I got my OKCupid account blocked, it turned out I just forgot the e-mail address that I used for the account. Silly me, I know… But now that I found out, I recently get active on the dating site. Again.

Same old, same old. Somebody, please rescue me from this shenanigan! *lol*

But anyway, as I wrote on my profile there, I’m at that point where I’m getting tired of being alone but darn it, I just don’t seem to be able to handle anyone along the way. It’s complicated.

From being a serial dater myself, I decided to write 5 deal breakers when I start to talk with someone, despite the fact that we’re not (yet) in a relationship. I’m writing this, in a hope that my future better half would eventually read it and reflect.

Yeah, good luck with that. 😛

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Some Things I’ve Learned from Being Almost 30 and Still Single

5 years ago, I would have pictured myself being someone’s wife and mother, boy was I wrong!

Last weekend, I went out for a drink with my girls. It was the three of us, and all of us are approaching the age of 30 and we’re all single too. We had a good time together, from going for some grocery to talking some random things about life.

That, until one of them, burst out the mystery that she has kept for years. It was about the end of her relationship with her long-term partner. She’s the kind of person who could have kept everything for herself forever, so I’m glad that she could open up even though it took years for her to move on and tell us what happened.

But then a wise person would tell you not to cry because it’s over. Instead, smile because it happened. And it’s true.

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Please Stay Single If You Can’t Be Open and Honest to Your Partner!

If there’s an event in my life that I wish I could just skip, I suppose that would be the part when I got cheated on. Back when I was in high school. Funny how it’s been years since it happened, yet I still find it hard to forget the feeling of getting betrayed by the person I trusted back in the days.

Fast forward to today, I’m 30 and not as naive as my 15-year-old self. These days, I often think that monogamy is overrated. But still, I think cheating is still unforgivable.

After all, I still think that an ugly truth is still way better than a beautiful lie.

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