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What Do You See Yourself in 5 Years?

This is such a typical question that a potential employer may ask in most companies based in Indonesia. Like, it’s so common that I can’t remember a job interview that leaves this question alone.

Speaking of the question, I remember 10 years ago when I turned 20, I made some crappy note on Facebook talking about some expectation that I had in 5 years. Some have turned into reality, when some other let’s just say we got buried it into the ground. šŸ˜›

And well, it’s already Aquarius season lately and if there’s anything that you need to know,Ā then it is the fact that I’m counting down the days to the day I turn 30. I figure, maybe I should make a post like 10 years ago: some scrap about how I want to see myself in 5 years.

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7 Songs That I’m Going to Play on My Wedding Day

I’m a hopeless romantic.

No matter how much I claim myself as a strong and independent woman who doesn’t need any man in my life, I still have a small dream about marrying the love of my life at some point in my life. I’m a bit surprised how I’m still single when I’m almost 30 when really I thought I’d be married by 11-12-13.

11th of December 2013, 5 years have passed and I’m still here. Single as fuck. RIP Expectation.

You know what’s the sad part about not throwing my own wedding party? Not having my wedding songs played.

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My Hope for 2019

It’s only a few days to 2019, can you freaking believe it?

It feels like it was yesterday that I graduated from college in 2011. And it’s been pudding 8 years ever since. And no, you didn’t read it wrong. I’ve changed f*cking to pudding for decoration. šŸ˜›

You’ve probably read my post on some things that I’ve learned in 2018 already. Well, normally I’d post some kind of resolution that I would never accomplish later at the end of the year. But I think not this time.

I think I’ll speak broadly about what I hope for next year, because honestly… As I’m turning 30 next year, I think I’m old enough to eventually understand that resolution is somewhat just an illusion. At least most times of my life when I had one. #failed

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